Mood: Sad................:(

Juz heard a news dat 1 of my fren in the army camp was in deep trouble, his wife left him n his child.............imagine a guy who gotta take care of his young child(think not even 2 yrs old).......while he's gotta b in camp everyday..............wat will happen to the family..............:(

I really pity the child...........the mother is vv young........dats y she's still immature 4 motherhood.......add 2 dat a husband who can't afford 2 spend more time wif her..........haiz..............wonder will the child miss out on the happy years of childhood...............

Perhaps many of your will b wondering why i'm so concerned over the kid's well-being.......well 1stly of coz dat kiddo is my fren's child........n 2ndly, i care 4 the child coz I myself have missed out on parental love n care myself.........basically u can say dat the kid is like a shadow of my past.

I'm not saying dat my parents dun luv mi, wat i meant was dat my parents had 2 toil all day when i was young. In fact, my childhood was spent wif very little time seeing them. Being an only child, the worst was from secondary skool onwards, where as a young teenager wif raging hormones, 1 gotta go home 2 a set of empty walls n no 1 2 tok 2. Perhaps, dats the reason why there is a drift btwn my parents n I, not only becoz of our difference in mentality but oso bcoz of the lost years.

Stop being nostalgic, n shd start trying 2 help mi fren. Do as much as i could 2 prevent the child from following in my footsteps, dats wat u study history 4. Perhaps, i shd juz giv him a call, wonder would dat b 2 nosey of mi..........hmm................
PS. Found a very good qoute........apt description of mi...........dedicate it especially 2 those who been thru the same situation............






•)°®±«BêHìñÐ ¥óùR sMìLê, ì Ñóê tHêRë åRê söRRöW...BéHìñÐ ¥óùR LäûGhTëRs, ì Ñóê tHêRë åRê TëåRs. BùT ï Wáñ ü tó Ñóê TåT BèHìñÐ ü îS Më wHô CáRè FöR ù..............^_^

Mood: FaTiGuE.............>_<

Basically, i try 2 update my blog everyday so dat i can fill in on the everyday feels of my life, budden recently bcoz of the Lunar New Year, i wasn't able 2 do so coz really exhausted from the hustle n bustle........................

Well....Tuesday nite was supposed 2 b fun as it was Arts bash at Devil's Bar.............boy how wrong was i.........damn boring..........in fact the worst time in a pub of my life..............now i condemn Devil's Bar n bashes................well unless sum 1 will b able 2 change my mind.................
Staying at Shamin's room in PGP was an eye-opener........not as good as rumoured......in fact i think other hostels would b a better choice.............

Wednesdays r the fun days bcoz of the theatre studies practical..........interesting, fun, creative n new................not ur usual book-stuffing but exploration into the unknown n new stuff...........inspiring u 2 enjoy n yet hunger 2 learn more n know more..................

Oso juz caught "The Last Samurai" finally wif Chin Keong, Jincheng n Guoming.......the same old guys............but a great movie...........an inspiring.......mayb propaganda but nevertheless heart-wrenching..................how Tom Cruise found peace in the ways of the samurai....the Bushido
..................the movie n music was cheoreographed vv well.......able to tug at the strings of the audience hearts.................n of coz.........not 4getting the chio Japanese actress..................so...................CHIO!!!!.............





*You have your honor to keep, let me die with mine....................................................^_^........................taken from "The Last Samurai".............

CHINESE NEW YEAR............^_^

haiz............end of our 4 day celebration of Lunar New Year, its been great fun............since we can gorge ourselves silly wif all the glorious food as well as indulge in that little bit of gambling fun.................It is oso the best time 4 old frens n buddies 2 meet up......since NO 1 shd b tied down by work or skool at this time of the year...............

As usual, onli the first day will b spent wif the family..........the rest ultimately b wif my good old frens...............especially on the gathering on Saturday at Ziliang's house.............gotta meet up wif lotsa familiar faces.............n tok crap again like we used 2............wats good news will be expecting the arrival of Ziliang n Anna's child on 23th Feb..........hmm.....if onli Anna can delay by a day.........den the child child will b exactly 22 years younger than Yide...........hahahah..........

Time in such occasion really zooms past like a shooting star...........a blink of your eyes and viola.....back to the daily routine...........while time usually seems to b standstill in our daily routine, happy occasions c time as much shorter den it should b............budden when we look back over our shoulders, we would find dat time really flies by........especially meeting up wif all my primary skool buddies..........6 yrs of pri skool.........4 yrs of secondary skool...........2 yrs of college life.........2 n 1/2 yrs of army life.........n now.....soon 1 yr of university life............wif 5 months 2 go........i will reaching 22 soon..........amazing how i slugged through all these yrs............

So.....dun waste ur life rushing thru endless reports or skool work............carefully enjoy all the laughter, sorrows, bitter sweet moments.............dun rue over missed chances coz life ain't gonna give u a 2nd chance..........grab it or miss it...........well.........in the end.........we dun leave the world wif all the grades on a report card or all the cold hard cash in ur wallet.........it's dat feeling of lookin back at the memories u've been thru n giving ur self a pat on the back n a great smile 4 a job well-done............@_@.........





*How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on...............................^_^..........

CHINESE NEW YEAR............^_^

yup.........the time of ang baos.........n all the gambling..........well..............New Year Eve gotta b spent wif the family hving a nice steamboat 2 stuff urself to the max................besides.......we still gotta keep awake through the nite.........enjoying ourselves 2 all the goodies finally available.........well....no wonder all of us gotta put on some weight after this festive season.................

basically for me, Chinese New Year doesn't really have the festive 'mood' since my family is a nucleated one, on the whole we have few relatives to visit. Hence, i would always try to get my frens n buddies out.....by hook or by crook....hahah......dats a good thing oso, since we get to reminisce the past and enjoy ourselves wif the stuff dat most elders disagree on, we have freedom to really let our hair down......b4 we all go back to our treacherous workload of skool stuff.........

Well, i saw dis 'quote'........."God made relatives, Thanks God we can choose our friends'...............@_@



•Mind over matter..if you dun mind..it doesn't matter..............................^_^.................

Mood: SHAG to the Max................:(

"Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some five balls in the air. You name them - work, family, health, friends and spirit - and you're keeping all of these in the air. You will soon understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. But the other four balls-- family, health, friends, and spirit-are made of glass. If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked,damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same! You must understand that and strive for balance in your life."

How?
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It Is because we are different that each of us is special.
Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only You know what is best for you.
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to Them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless.
Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live ALL the days of your life.
Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is Really over until the moment you stop trying.
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is This fragile thread that binds us to each other.
Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that We learn how to be brave.
Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find time. The quickest way to receive love is to give; the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly; and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.
Don't run through life so fast that you forget not only where you've been, but also where you are going.
Don't forget, a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated.
Don't be afraid to learn. Knowledge is weightless, a treasure you can always carry easily.
Don't use time or words carelessly. Neither can be retrieved. Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored each step of the way.






*Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is a Mystery and Today is a gift: that's why we call it The Present.

Mood: On the Fence...........>_^

Two traveling angels

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night
in the home of a wealthy family.
The family was rude and refused to let the angels
stay in the mansion's guest room.
Instead the angels were given a small space in
the cold basement.

As they made their bed on the hard floor, the
older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it.
When the younger angel asked why, the older angel
replied, "Things aren't always what they seem."

The next night the pair came to rest at the house
of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife.
After sharing what little food they had the couple
let the angels sleep in their bed where they could
have a good night's rest.

When the sun came up the next morning the angels
found the farmer and his wife in tears.
Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income,
lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated
and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen?
The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused.

The second family had little but was willing to
share everything, and you let the cow die.
"Things aren't always what they seem," the older angel replied.

"When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I
noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall.
Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and
unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the
wall so he wouldn't find it."

"Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed,
the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him
the cow instead."





*"Things aren't always what they seem.".................^_^

Mood: Hmm.............."_"...................

Being Twenty-Something: They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you could be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared. You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.

You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.





*Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people. The only graceful way to accept an insult is to ignore it; if you can't ignore it, top it. If you can't top it, laugh at it. If you can't laugh at it, it's probably deserved.

Mood: SHAG to the Max................:(

yesternite was a damn shag time sia.................finally we held our NUSSC event 'Adrenaline'........where we skate from esplanade 2 orchard den paterson road......boat quay n finally back 2 esplanade...........its encouraging to know dat there's quite a large no. of participants...............n frankly speaking the course is actually an easy 1.............but wats worst is the nite skate.......where we go through Telok Blangah n Havelock road...................its vv bad terrain.............an obstacle even 2 the pro skaters themselves....................however at nite...........skating at a high speed gives u the thrill..........especially when u feel the cold wind blowing past u.......hahahah...........





•Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once..................................................^_^

Mood: On the Fence...........>_^

In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with...and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yours elf to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you have become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in
a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn't matter. All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?" That's what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you'll have in your life.

If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your
commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you'll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that almost got away."




•You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person..............................^_^

Mood: Pissed Off............#_#

2day basically a free day...............but wat pissed mi off was the info dat i will b having a make-up tutorial next Saturday.......on the 3rd day of Chinese New Year......n a weekend sum more...........the lecturer sux..............cannot just disperse the class like other lecturers do.............haiz............c lar.........suddenly mi feel like spewing all the 'colourful' vocabulary at dat sucky lecturer again..................*_*...............

"United with his fellow-men by the strongest of all ties, the tie of a common doom, the free man finds that a new vision is with him always, shedding over every daily task the light of love. The life of Man is a long march through the night, surrounded by invisible foes, tortured by weariness and pain, towards a goal that few can hope to reach, and where none may tarry long. One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent Death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to strengthen failing courage, to instil faith in hours of despair. Let us not weigh in grudging scales their merits and demerits, but let us think only of their need, of the sorrows, the difficulties, perhaps the blindnesses, that make the misery of their lives; let us remember that they are fellow-sufferers in the same darkness, actors in the same tragedy with ourselves."
("The Free Man's Worship" [1903])



*War in our scientific age means sooner or later universal death...................................................................^_^..............Bertrand Russell, Unpopular Essays

Mood: On the Fence...........>_^

well..........2day finally attended the 1st theatre studies practical..........its damn fun.........coz u get 2 enjoy urself wif all the running n exercises.......the stuff n games u play r fruitful n fulfilling........able 2 learn n enjoy at the samw time........dats how learning should b..............FUN............

oso watched the movie "The Cooler".........well...........sum good parts but overall quite a flop...........the movie isn't able 2 focus on the main character n his job........it is too divided in it's attention..........

movie isn't like a theatre...........which is shown 'live'..........dats y the practical tutor keep emphasizing on keeping alert n working wifin given conditions..........bcoz unlike a movie......u cannot 'CUT' n retake the scene again.....dats y u gotta b spontaneous n make use of wat u hv...........as well as keeping alert 4 possible problems surfacing...........he managed 2 do dat wif games as simple as 'cat n mouse' n 'nectar of the god'......................a vv gd n fun experience 2 learn..............




*One have to learn to take risks......................when u try..........u might fail............but if u dun try........u wun even have the chance....................^_^

Mood: SHAG to the Max................:(

haiz............2day even shag day...........in skool the whole day is no fun job............wif 3 lectures 2 torment mi...................well.....actually it ain't dat bad.......especially the theatre studies lecture.........which should b fun but no thx 2 the eccentric lecturer wif a damn farni accent n a heartbeat tone......well...u c he's tone is ever changing from high 2 low n back again.....machiam like a roller-coaster ride............n sum more he speaks vv fast...........his words churn out like a bullet-train..........phew...........juz a moment of lapse n u find urself in neverlands........................*_*......................

but the module is interesting...........toking abt stage n theatre n drama..............it juz makes mi anticipate wat the practical would b like..............well....i will find out 2moro.........

i oso gotta meet up wif Jinping n Giantz 4 lunch.......well..........hvn't c them 4 quite a while........it's sure nice 2 c old frens like them.........reminds mi of an email i received.............


Some people ( )
come into our lives ) /
and quickly go.. (_ /

oooO
( ) Some people
\ ( become friends
\_ ) and stay awhile...

leaving beautiful Oooo
footprints on our ( )
hearts... ) /
( _/

oooO
( ) and we are
\ ( never
\_ ) quite the same
because we have
made a good
friend!!




*Never take away anyone's hope. That may be all they have.

Mood: Dried out................:(

haiz............the 2 lectures attended 2day been okay...........tho the 1 on social research methods hv been quite dry........basically juz kao peh abt how 2 go abt writing a research paper........but 1 issue which interest mi was the incident of participant observation..............where....dat dunno Alfred did a research on Church of Satan....where he feigned belief n participated in the activities........in fact he's so good at it he managed 2 rise up to b the "Vice-Devil".....supposed 1 of the high in commands...........wats farni was his confession 2 the church leader dat he's actually doing a research on them...n the leader replied:"It's an appriopriately satanic thing 2 do."...............well..guess u can say dat the leader is really gone 2 the max in his beliefs................>_<....................

dis issue concern abt ethics of research...........since the module calls 4 the participants 2 b notified n consented 2 the research itself............dis sounds contradictory if u r supposed 2 research taboo topics such as satanism, drugs, sex etc.......................the research done would hv difficulties in achieving validity n reliabilty....................

well...........since i begin on dis mod......there's no turning back.....no matter how dry it is..........but i'm still anticipating the research.....it SHOULD b FUN..........well....hope so.........




*Everything dat has a beginning...................have an end..........................^_^...........taken from The Matrix Revolutions

Mood: In DeEp TotS...............@_@..............

haiz..................yesternite had a great 'debate' wif Yide..........about our different stands on importance of results n processes.................dats wat i'm gonna tok about.............i'm standing on the side of process...........dat is i believe in the process of activity n emphasize on it rather den the result.......basically, i feel dat it's important for pple 2 enjoy n make full use of the process of doing.....rather den anticipating the results they get...........dat way....1 can enjoy his chores instead.......juz like mi...........who used 2 find studying a chore.....but in Arts....i'm learning new stuff everyday........n rather enjoy the freedom i find in the stuff i learn.........to try out different yet creative outlooks on every aspects of our life........

but isn't it amazing dat there's no actual demarcation btwn results n process.........when u fully make use of the process........ur actually working 4 the results........dats wat Yide says.........n sumhow i gotta agree.......coz the result of the process itself is wat u r goin after.........hence how shd 1 weigh the empasis on both areas?? result-orientated VS process-orientated............hmm...............a dilemma............

I told Yide dat i'm a person dat seeks 2 enjoy den rush my life thru........especially after my sociology module taken last semester...where my tutor asked "Pple r rushing 2 accomplish as much as they could...n yet when u rush ur actually rushing 2 ur grave.........."........dat really prompt a lot of silence n tots from us students in his class.........yes.......we r always so busy 2 accomplish as much as we could.....so much dat we 4gotten wat r those dat matters 2 us......those dat we really gotta treasure............

1 thing dat struck mi was a question...........if we know the result beforehand.........can we still stay the same 4 the process??? wat if the results r detrimental............do we still carry on....??? Well...sum pple do.........especially all the stories we heard abt heroes in actions...........who carried on despite any results they get....................dis really coincide wif the advertisement 4 Band of Brothers..........




*In a time.......................where Life is precious..................would u say hello................when it will scar..................to say goodbye?................................^_^...........Band of Brothers Episode 6

Mood: FaTiGuE.............>_<

haiz...........2day is a damn tired day..............finally answer mum's calls 2 buy clothes 4the oncomin Chinese New Year.................well.............of coz my ah-ba-de such as Yide, Leo, Tianming n Will gotta b asked along 2...............haha........at least Will n Yide had a change of hair color 4 a start...............

the same stuff n circumstances at City Hall.........still the busy ongoing n non-stop crowd rushin abt 4 New Yr goods/clothes...................well...........startin off wif lunch was a great idea...........wif Yide always there 2 provide the much needed laughters wif his strange n farni speeches..........heehee...........it manageed 2 remind us of the stuff we collected back then in sec sch.....not 4 its value but 4 the sentiments n feelings it possess.........*_*..............esp wif all our great ideas abt castles in the air............hahaha

well...........nothing much......still the same buying of a few clothes here n there....but wats special was the discussion of our Chinese New Year tradition of coming out n hving great fun at 1 guy's home......well i admit u gotta hv sum gambling 2 create the atmosphere........hahahah.........well........esp dis yr.........since we hv been 2 Genting n its famous casinos...............we sure gonna try out the stuff we saw dis time round..........well......it juz makes u yearn 4 the day 2 come............@_@............

well................a shag day....but fulfilling page of my life.............esp since i luv 2 tok crap n discuss abt old times..........it certainly provide us wif another set of memories 2 bring along wif us.............
as 4 the quote 2day........it's from an advertisement i saw on the bus 2day...........n its wat i'm gonna catch now........the Band of Brothers...........a nice show 2 catch..........@_@.....




*If given a ChOiCe......................would You save your CoUntRy.........................................Or Save............................Your SOUL....................................................^_^ .....................taken from Band Of Brothers Episode 5 trailer..................

Mood: Inquisitive.........^_^

2day is a vv fulfilling day..................basically juz the same lor.........morn n afternoon nothing else 2 do..............but late afternoon............went wif Ailian 2 recce her attachment workplace............the National Arts Museum at Queen Street...................

well it's quite fast 2 take bus 7 there but on reachin there.........we kena lost..........hahah......went up the National Library n towards YMCA...........den we gotta keep askin 4 directions from passer-bys............hahaha.......dats wat u get when u hv 2 pple who dun noe directions.......well...........i'm not 2 b blamed coz i always bad at directions...................heehee.......>_<..........

on reaching the Arts Museum.....juz bside plaza in the park.........it's a well-built place....tho the corridors seem like a maze........n we went in 4 a look...........it's a vv gd experience 4 us........lookin at all the strange n abstract art pieces in the galleries..........tho there were a no. of interestin stuff.....such as the cloud room.........which in fact is a large piece of cloth-like matereial which is inflated into a big tent.........n u can go inside n stay there lor.......wif the ventilation pipe 2 inflate the cloud room......it;s vv cooling inside n can easily create another kind of atmosphere 4 the pple in it..............

all the galleries provided us wif sum form of entertainment....but more imptly.....another kind of information 4 us 2 perceive n think abt...........a new form of experiencing things not easily found in everyday life..............best is the interrupt gallery.....which houses the virtual reality arts...........in the room where there's a platform wif a gigantic screen.......sum how feel like the screen in "Minority Report"............as well as hving a spot where 4 tvs r placed facing each other n u gotta go under them 2 come up into the centre......hving a literally TVs ard u...........hahaha...............damn interesting............

well...........wif a lot of asking n walking ard..........we managed 2 get a bit idea of the place.............an extraodinary kinda place.....4 the uncommon feel n perception............a real great place dat all shd visit if u gotta nothing 2 do.................go on fridays where ther r free admission from 6pm 2 9pm..........btw........mi shd get Ailian 2 give a treat.........hahahah.............

PS. i will tryr 2 put sum quotes/stuff dat i find interesting at the end.............4 today.....its a sentence which i like n saw in 1 of the videos shown in the gallery..........^_^




*How would you know when you wake up the next day if you are the same person....................^_^

haiz...............1st time doing not sure how 2 start............well......let's start wif a big kiss 2 Yongwei 4 his help...........MUACK!!!!!...................hahahah
2004......start of a new yr..........start of the 22nd yr of my life..............it's up 2 mi 2 make life more fun n exciting 4 myself...................so gotta work hard.....GAMBATTE!!!!
dis blog will gonna b the place 4 mi 2 kao peh every single thing.................so i can look back yrs from now n give myself a big SMILE :)


•a wAlk tO rEmEmbeR.. a stOrY tO teLL.. a mEmOrY tO kEep.. a wiSh tO fuLfiL.. a LovE tO cherish ^_^