Post-Film

Tears.......are flowing.........



After finishing our 'baby'.........



Not tears of happiness, although one cannot deny the satisfaction and delight of watching yourself giving birth to your very own 'baby' (shared by the group).



But rather, tears......wif a slight sour taste. Tears of grief. Tears of.....nostalgia. Tears for 'celebrating' the birth of our child.............



Is it because of the emptiness, a void in my life left by our 'baby'? Or is the emptiness due to a part of me being gone forever?



As an experiential; I'm someone rather obsessed with enjoying and feeling every moment of the process; den pre-occupied wif the results. Hence, the end of our slogging for the film project left quite a big void in my life now. No more process........juz the end.



*EVERYTHING DAT HAS A BEGINNING, HAS AN END......