Green/Days

Green

The brilliant trees standing in the cool air
Are losing the colors as if hiding themselves
Just like me who is afraid of the warmth
Keeping myself away from anything leading to hope

The smiling face of that person
Looks dazzling and so tender
I’m afraid I might show my weakness
And start crying

* I noticed this love
The moment my fingertip touched his
And my feelings were
About to flow out

I wonder why it’s difficult for us
To walk as we wish

Actually I’ve always
Realized for sure
But I turned my eyes from the reality
And denied the truth

** I’m staring at my dear person
I might tell him
Of this feeling
Around the time the wind changes

* I noticed this love
The moment my fingertip touched his
And my feelings were
About to flow out

** I’m staring at my dear person
I might tell him
Of this feeling
Around the time the wind changes

Early or Late

Wad I saw in SMU Negeri 78:

BETTER BE AN HOUR EARLY......THAN BE 10 MINUTES TOO LATE!!!

Indonesia Trip - 12 Oct to 18 Oct

Still in Jakarta........

>_<

Post-Kanisius Fair

It had been hell of a weekend in Indonesia slogging away for dis terrible office..........

Not only was dis trip a challenging trip (for all sorts of reasons)......the worst part????
..........Back to all the work......dat bosses always ask of you......be it reasonably or unreasonably.....

Q: Why do those at the top, those mgmt idiots, dun noe how to use their brain and cannot complete simple tasks?

A: Becoz of the sea-level.....When you are @ the top, the air becomes thin. Lack of oxygen. Brain cannot function. Full-Stop.....

Indonesia Trip

Finally, I'm going to leave this little red dot ever since.....March....when I went to China for work purposes (read UEE)......

Once again, I will be in Indonesia....for work again......one of the many more trips to Indonesia dat will follow ever since I am officially the 2IC for Indonesia.....

Positive side of Life = Wif a great IC for Indonesia (tsk tsk Shikin).....it makes dis extra burden easier to swallow........

Leaving on 12 Sep - 2moro!!!

>_<

Tomorrow Never Comes........

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days.
If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you know I do.

So, just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much, and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

© Norma Cornett Marek 1989

Wad I'm watching.......

Click - Love Notes *Classic*

My most favorite moment of the show? The love notes exchanged between Adam Sandler and Kate Beckinsale.

Adam wrote: "First kiss time?"
Kate wrote: "Will you still love me in the morning?"
Adam wrote: "Forever & ever, babe"

Awwww.......it's so touching (tears flowing)!!! N it is also tears-inducing when used again when Adam Sandler died. Before he died, he pass the note "Will you still love me in the morning?" to Kate who answered "Forever & ever, babe".......It literally smacks of the song Love, Me by Collin Raye. Ultimate love expression.....

It reminds me of the promise I've made back then when I saw this show wif my frens in the cinema......haha....yes...I promised to do this notes thingy.....very unoriginal....but i'm just loving it.......so....yes...I will still do this....haha.....

"Will you still love me in the morning?"

"Forever & ever, babe"

Click - Rainbow

"He's always chasing the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. But when he gets there at the end of the day....it's just corn flakes."

Am I guilty of chasing for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Rainbow is the most beautiful thing in this world to me, and yet I failed to realise that I've missed out on it; never stopping a moment to appreciate and cherish the rainbow.....

Click

I'm re-watching this favorite show of mine again. The jokes are not that funny, but the scenes are quite touching and tear-jerking. N Kate Beckinsale is oh so hot!!!

It does misleads though, with a top notch ger like Kate Beckinsale falling for a stubby and less than perfect guy like Adam Sandlers. Chances are, in reality, that doesn't happen as often as we all think or hope for so. Dramas always inculcate the idea of the perfect love........to keep us hoping for something we might never ever bump into.

Still I luv the the lessons it taught me.........n i do hope i can learn from the show and haf a great happy ending as well.....

That’s all you can ask for, right? Is a happy ending.

Fate Decrees

How annoying it is, when you dun haf control over your own heart......

Fate decrees........
Who your heart goes to.......
Chemistry between you n him/her........
Whether the cards fall the right way.........

Alas......will fate be kind enuf to let my cards fall the right way??

"Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens, the cards will fall in the right way. She may not be the most perfect, nor the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work. It'll work because it's the right time and the cards will fall in the right way. And it'll make sense, it really will."

Developing Feelings

Thanks to the lectures i've received in helping me understand and realise about myself......how strange it is feelings will develop beyond your control.....

Stage 1 - Interested in you
The initial stage - where you start getting intrigued by the other half. You wish to learn more and understand your other half. This is where communication starts to pick up and you start unearthing information about the other half and learning about your other half.

Stage 2 - Feelings for you
The forming stage - where you form feelings for the other party. You start showing care & concern for the other party. You are worried for the other party. Always wondering what he/she is doing when out of sight.

Stage 3 - Like you
The growing stage - where you start liking the other half. You start missing him/her when you have no news. You get jealous when the other half has another one in his/her life. You will always think of the other half when your mind is free to do so. N you start wishing to spend every moment of your life with him/her.

Stage 4 - Love you
The final stage - where your feelings for him/her materialise into its crystalline form. You feel the pain for the other party more den him/her. You stay with him/her without any regrets. You let him/her go knowing he/she has to go.
Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving him/her. You either don't or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology.